1 litre of tears

Assalamualaikum. Recently I watched the J-drama that was very popular back then. It was adapted from a diary of a young girl who was diagnosed with spinocerebellar Degeneration during she was 15. It is a sad drama about her life. A story about Kito Aya.

I couldn't believe myself that I cried watching the drama. I really thought I can prevent myself from bursting to tears, but I can't help it. It was really sad that I can't forget the whole story for several days. Whenever I woke up, the first thing I'd remember is 1 litre of tears. I don't think the story should be named 1 LITRE of tears. I think the whole country can experience a horrendous flood if all the citizens watch the drama at the same time.

I wish to read the novel which is the diary of Kito Aya. I wish to read it. My eyes would be swollen if I manage to get my hands on the book. I don't know how Aya really feel during the time she was alive, but I know, she was very strong despite being very sick. I wonder how many tears had fallen from her eyes. The story of her life made me cherish my life more. If I was in her place, I would be very sad. Ahh, even now, I feel like crying when I remember the drama. It's not even regarding my life, why should I cry? I feel stupid and guilty at the same time when I feel my tears are falling. I don't understand this.




The whole things begin

I want to watch 1 litre of tears. I promise my self I wouldn't cry. I promise.

Luqman: Please tell me I'm not crying *sobs*
Malfujitaka: You're not crying.
Luqman: Thank you.
Malfujitaka: . . . . . . . .
Luqman:  . . . . . . . . .
Malfujitaka: . . . . You're crying.
Luqman: Curse you, I'm not.
Malfujitaka: . . . . . . . .
Luqman: Uwaaa! this is so saaaad
Malfujitaka: =_="