After a long long time~

Assalamualaikum. Sorry for having this blog not updated for such a long time. A month maybe? As usual, a lot of things happen and some of them made chase away my mood and I think that was one of the reason why until now my blog is untouched.

Firstly, I want to greet Najihah Yusof for entering the world of 15 years old teenagers~ I hope she'll do great this year for her Penilaian Menengah Rendah examination. I've went through it last year and I did great. So she will definitely follow my step in getting the flying colours result and I hope she'll stay strong to overcome any problems and dilemma in her current stage of life. Age 15 is the prologue of the real world she'll has to face. When the age 16 come arrive, she will open her eyes to the reality of a cruel world and she'll realise that sometimes, what she watched in a drama can occurs in real life. I hope she capable to understand the reality and able to live a life which is her own choice and decision. Anyway, good luck Najihah Yusof. You are my friend for eternity.

Sometimes friend can be enemy and sometimes enemy can be your friend. Your perceptions change along the time which make you realise life is full with surprises and can leave a deep mark into your heart. A life is not a life when you live without a goal. A goal give a life a way to achieve it. You just have to look for it to feel the actual feeling of life. Sometimes you cry and sometimes you smile. Sometimes you have friends and sometimes they were missing. Your life clings to other people's and yet it's not hold still forever. You are missing from your own life and no one will notice. It's a cruel world where heaven is the destination.

An independent life is the joy and sometimes it is misery. Loneliness is misery yet it can be joyful. Every piece of emotions is important and precious which can lead you cling to the feeling forever and kill you from inside where you can never see it. Human likes to be happy but the also like to be miserable. Only your heart decides it and your will, will be the supporter. Questions are playing inside your mind, what am I doing?

If you said you like yourself as it is, then you are lying. People are meant to be better. People and meant to think what are the best for themselves. Some people are oblivious what their need and desires are. Thus, lead those who weak to astray. They have to know who is above them. They need to know who is watching them and they need to know to who they need to depend their lives on. They need the truth and you have to find the truth and may you got what you need.

Life is special and lots of people are still searching for the truth. If they got the truth, their lives will be in a correct path.