Still alive

Assalamualaikum to my blog readers. Sorry for not being able to update this blog for such a long time. So, today I want to tell you guys that I'm still alive and having quite a 16 years old life. Last Wednesday, February 2nd was my birthday! My 16th birthday. I'm officially 16 now! yay! So, what I feel as a 16 years old teenager? Hurm, truth is, I feel different. Being 16 is not like 14 turn to 15. The feeling isn't the same. Perhaps it's because I have to learn new subject for school. I took pure science stream, so I had to study biology, chemistry, physic, addmath and several subject for SPM. these subjects are very new to me. I need to adjust my self to be able to study these critical subjects.

Anyway, as I turn 16, I feel very strange. I started to think about girls, fashion, money and independence life. I seem to be attracted to every beauty that across my sight and tend not to blink my eyes until they're out of my view. Wahh, that's something new. I never felt like this before. Maybe my 16 years old brain let out massive of hormones when I saw a beautiful girl.

Early in this year, my neighbour and my sister say something about my sense of fashion. Well, practically my sense of fashion is off or I don't have one. Usually, I just dress up plain and just go hangout with friends. Then, last week, it's my friend turn to say something about it and my brain started to think about fashion. Maybe I should change the way I dress. My neighbour and my sister said they'll help me to makeover me and I think they're crazy, but I didn't say no. I just say that I want to save some money before they start to makeover me. I think I gonna broke.

Oh yes, now I love thinking about money because I always dreaming to live all by myself. If only I got many zeros in my bank account. I want to live in a pent house. How nice *dreamy eyes*. I got my own queen size bed. My own master bedroom, my own dining room. My own house. ahh~ how lovely and I want to live alone. I can't see my bachelor need to live with friends in a house. Okay, maybe wants to low the rent, but I don't think having a housemate is a necessity. Live alone is better. I want to live alone in a pent house and I don't want television! I don't need that. As long I have my laptop and internet line, I'll be fine.

I don't know why but I want a friend with visual kei style. I was hoping I could find a person like that in my country to be friend with. A rich guy with visual kei styling as my friend. That would be cool. I can hangout with him everyday. I just can only wish. *frustrated*.

I want to give a big THANK YOU to Nurul Najihah Yusof for making an entry about me in her blog. I was surprised she had my pictures in the entry. Lucky I didn't got a heart attack. She wrote something about me. She mention how sarcastic I am, how witty I am and how crazy I am with my fandom, Air Gear Musical and Alice nine. I am sarcastic sometimes but do I really have a serious case of sarcasm? hurm *curious*. She also mention about how my life perfectly go with not able having a girlfriend. Now I want to kick her in the ass. Do I really need a girlfriend? I think a girlfriend will make my life a mess. I just want a wife. There's no need to have a girlfriend. Well, maybe people will say this " How can you have a wife if you don't have a girlfriend?" I'm sick with this. Our prophet didn't has a girlfriend but he got a wife. Ahh, sorry, he got wives.

I don't want to have heart break just because of a girl. I'd better marry her and then I'll have all the rights on her. I can't claim her if she was cheating behind me if we're not married. She has no tie with me. I have no right to say she's mine, am I right? Just ask in a hand of engagement if you have any interest in a girl. Allah will help you.

Alice nine! Recently, I'm way too crazy about Alice Nine. Use google if you don't know anything about Alice Nine. I feel the urge to listen to their songs everyday. I need to listen to their songs. The vocalist voice is way too addictive. It makes me feel drugged. Up until now, I'm searching their poster or merchandise of Alice nine. If I can't find any Alice Nine merchandise, I'll search for a shop to make their posters! haha. I'm such a hardcore.