Weird feeling

I feel loneliness inside of me.

It seems like I've lost someone,

Someone who is very dear to me.

Someone who cares about me,

Someone who makes me feel appreciated.

I feel someone who is very important to me has disappeared without me realise it.

I think I miss that someone.

I think

I don't even know if the person is a boy or a girl.

It's not like I'm having a crush.

It just like I've lost a person who treat me like a little brother.

The person was so nice.

I think I miss that person.

*what am I talking? sounds like a crap. Nevermind, I wish that person appear in my life* 
*again*

I hope there isn't a feel of loneliness inside of me anymore.

I kept thinking about this over and over.

Usually each time I see my son,

That would make my day.

But,

It doesn't feel right when I start to realise the missing person in my life.

I hope this doesn't effect my behaviour.