Freedom or Liberty?

Assalamualaikum. It's been a long time since my last update. I know I want to update my blog so badly but my mood forbid me to do so. I'm free right now, bye bye PMR, I know I'll never meet you again in my life. I planned to go to Terengganu and tag my friend along, Najid and Luqmanul Hakim. I wish to have a fantastic moments with my friend. I afraid we'll be apart. Yes I know eventually we'll be apart but I don't want it to happen during my high school. Deep in my heart says "don't move to other school if you got your PMR result with flying colours" but I have no right to say that to any of my friends. I love my friend. I don't want my friendship to end, I'm sure it will never end.

Yesterday, I forced my friends to come to my house for an Open House. I'm so glad my friends from SAMTiSH and my old friends came. I feel that my friends love me *laugh*. I really enjoyed my day yesterday. Laugh with my old buddies, I got to feel how we were back in elementary school. I felt very nostalgic. We managed to plan our reunion for the end of this year. I'm looking forward for it. Now, our job is to contact all our old friends during elementary school. I wonder if I able to recognize them. Well, they must have a major changes to their physicals and habits. Minna-san, I'm looking forward for the reunion of 6 Usaha Sekolah Kebangsaan Johan Setia and 6 Abu Bakar Sekolah Agama Kafa Integrasi Al-Ma'aruf batch 2007.

As PMR is over, I thought I would never have to stress up myself but I was wrong. I'm stress right now because of I-don't-know-why. I thought I will live a peaceful life, a happy life, back on having otaku life, my fandom and everything like that, but I feel my head will blow up because I-don't-know-why. Maybe I should forget about everything and focus on my interest. I guess I should start daydreaming, imagine that I could go to my dream school, learning what I'm dying to learn, get some money, buy interesting stuff and some illogical imagination. Maybe I should continue to write stories and let my imagination goes wild.

I'm reading a lot of fanfiction lately. There were some cute fanfic, some nose bleeding fanfic and some angst fanfic which always break my heart each time I read them. They were written by very good author. I wish I would be like them. Write stories that could make many hearts move. Now I know why authors get fired-up when they got ideas to make new story. Now I know why they are so enthusiastic in making stories for people. I may ended up as an author one day *laugh*.

Najihah Yusof, I've updated my blog for you. If you don't read my post, you'll dead *laugh*