I also need something for my self

Assalamualaikum~ wahh! I got some works even when the teachers know I'm at the edge of HELL (laugh). Fuhh, my PRA is getting closer and will never ever become farther apart (that's for sure). Anyway, my whole syllabus still haven't finish yet and we are getting nervous. Leave that aside, (seriously, why am I always mention about exam here in my entry?) I have designed some graphic materials for my school year book and I think I'll finish all the work regarding that book will end by this week (I hope).

Recently I feel so lonely. I feel my friends are being distanced away from me. Why am I saying like this? hello! *knock2* when I have something to do, they'll just leave me and go somewhere, and when they have thing to do, I followed them even it has nothing to do with me because they are my friends! Why am I didn't get the same treatment? They are killing my heart. Thanks God I didn't do anything stupid or get into a fight with them. I was really angry.

To my friends:

I don't want our friendship get into some kind of trouble. If you considered me as your friend, treat me like one! I just want to be with you guys. I'm not protesting, I just say disgorge what my heart got to say. I love your guys, but don't treat me like a new friend trying to enter your friendship. I don't want any fight, I just want you to understand my feelings. Arigatou for being my friends, my trusted friends.

Enough say, today my brother will move out from this house! Wahh! I'll get to conquer this house after he's gone! oh yeaahh, a tranquil feeling will came across this room as him disappear from my sight (smirk). I'm not cruel, point all the charges to my brother, he's the one who have made me hate him. It's truly his faults and not mine (evil laugh). What a pleasant feeling.

Bye~ Assalamualaikum, Jaa ne~