It has disappeared and I want to make it appear again

Starting yesterday, my day seems a bit unfulfilled. I think there's something wrong in the bond, and I think I'm the source. I made a selfish decision and somehow someone's hurt with it. I'm not sure if it is right, but I hope it is the right decision to do. I'm lonely right now. Everyone has their work to do and same goes on me.

Hurm,

I wish this will be over by next week, and when it is over, I want to back with y normal life.

I'll be waiting~